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Thursday, February 21, 2008

1) Starting Time: 11:42pm my time (british, GMT), 5:42pm your time (usa central) 7th of July [2004]
5:45pm, 21 Feb 2008

2) Name: Emma the Great
Yea, I'll go with that

3) Nicknames: Em, Queen of the World, World Dictator. also Eminem and Emba by my little brother, who i then call back Ken-ken or Kenny, for those of you who were wondering.
Emba, still used by Kenneth, Em-pod, used by Amanda, Emu, occasionally used by OJ

4) School: Southwestern University in Georgetown (not the weird UT branch that's also known as Party City, USA and is changing its name this year)
TCU - yea, the weird one

5) Hair color: long and brown (i didnt misread that.. i just interpreted it)
Um, still the same!

6) Eyes: green luvly
Yep, that's the same too

7) Height: officially i'm 5'5 1/2.. but i've grown!! i'm maybe even like 5'6 now.. gettin on up, yo.
I am officially 5'6 now!

8) Siblings: fuck. one younger real sister, elizabeth, 3 older step-sisters, 1 younger half brother(kenneth), and two younger twin half-sisters(alice & heather).
Yea, same thing

9) Ever Been So Drunk You Blacked Out: nope, and i never plan to be.
I've been pretty drunk, and after looking up 'black out' on Wikipedia, I know I've never had an 'en bloc' blackout, but I donno about 'fragmentary' blackouts - it says you don't know you're missing memories until prompted, and I usually just can't remember bits and pieces and details, but remember most of everything

10) Missed School Because It Was Raining: no, but i did miss school once because the water boiler exploded. we were out of school for like two days. very nice <- same
No, I still haven't missed school for rain.. but ice and snow since then, yes!

11) Set Any Body Part On Fire For Amusement: i once pulled out a few strands of my hair and burned it, but it wasnt attached to my body (i'm not a complete idiot), so does it count?
Still haven't had this adventure

13) Had An Imaginary Friend: no, but i used to talk to ghosts
Thankfully, I haven't come up with one of those since 2004

14) Wanted To Hook Up With A Friend: er.. yes? i usually try to make some aquaintence with people before i 'hook up' with them.. but i know i'm prolly the exception, not the rule.
I stand by my original statement

15) Cried During A Flick: yea, i'm such a sentimental dictator
I am a sentimental dictator

16) Ever Liked A Teacher: er.. not in that way.
Eh, not so much. Tho my current physics teacher is pretty awesome. He's polish, and I can totally imagine him breaking down a front door with a German shephard in WWII uniform

17) Ever Thought An Animated character was hot: er. no.
Part of me wants to say I was totally lying back then, but I can't think of any possibilities for what it might have been, so oh well. And not since then, no.

18) Ever Prank Called Someone: yes, in 7th grade. then caller id became wide-spread.
Yea, I started and stopped prank calls in 7th grade. I don't even think I've prank e-mailed

19) Deodorant: arrid powder fresh
Dove Cucumber Fresh. Arrid stopped making the girl-scents easy available, and I don't like the guy smells

20) Shampoo: er.. some special stuff for long hair
Fructis Length and Strength, or Long and Strong, depending on the bottle

21) Soap: i really like that milk and honey stuff, but i'm not picky. whatever's bubbly
Uh... actually, I recently went back to the same milk and honey stuff tho I haven't used it in years... weird

22) Colors: PURPLE PURPLE PURPLE!!
PURPLE PURPLE PURPLE!

23) favorite TV station: er.. no.
I watch a lot of USA, Discovery, and NatGeo

24) Kind of music: er.. not picky.
The musical music is the best kind

25) satin or silk: i forgot what satin is. i'm such a good female.
Ok, I remember what satin is, now, or, I think I do... but I can't think of how it would be that much different from silk?

26) favorite Cartoon Character: probably jason fox from foxtrot. GO GEEKS!
Yea....!

27) Have a bf/gf: er.. yes.
Nah

28) Love anyone: er.. yes
Of course, I still have family, don't I?

29) Loudest Friend: me and kathy. i am my own friend, yes.
I don't really hang around loud people so much anymore. I guess I'm already old

30) Who is the smartest: DUH kathy and aj. and prolly chris too. and tri. and sean. DAMN i need to stop hanging out with smart people. talk about how to feel stupid.
Hm, as time goes by, everyone gets more and more specialized, so it's hard to say

31) Who Do You Go to For Advice: my girlz (kk&e), aj, and gentry
Usually myself. Depends what kind of advice, but mostly Katie, if not me.

32) Do You Cry: NO i have never cried in my life.
Only when Svara is sad!

33) Been Mean: i am so. so. evily mean.
Indeed!

34) Been sarcastic: i never stop being sarcastic. and because sarcasm lacks in britain, i often confuse british people because they cant tell when i'm being serious. it's rather awkward when people think EVERYTHING you say is true....
My humour gets more wry as I get older

35) Talked To Someone You Have A Crush On: well, yes. what kind of lame ass question is that? <- agreed
Still agree

36) Missed Someone: i'm 3,000 miles away from all my friends.. what do you think??!
Of course

38) Fought with your parents: oh man.
oh man oh man.

39) Ever wish upon A Star: of course. i even said the little rhyme
Not for a long time. I'd have to be able to see the stars, for one

40) Laughed Until You Cried: of course
Not for a while, unfortunately

41) Watched A Sunrise/Sunset: of course.
Yep

42) Went 2 The Beach @ Nite: yes, in the carribean surrounded by about a bazillion stars. it was cool.
Yes, and I've done it since 2004 as well!

43) Are you happy right now: i'm getting by
Eh, I'm fine. Tired, though

44) Are you talkin to sumone: not even myself.
Still true... luckily I have talked to people in between now and then


---------DO YOU BELIEVE IN----------

45) God/Devil: god yes, devil no
Same

46) Loving someone? of course
Yep

47) The Big Bang Theory: how about god created the big bang? why cant we mix the two. i never understood that.
I still believe the two can be mixed

48) Heaven/Hell: i believe you create your own heaven during your life... and it might be a hell if you make it so.
I still believe this basic idea

49) Who Named You? me.
Yes!

50) When Was The Last Time You Showered: morningtime
morningtime. But.. many, many times between now and 2004

51) What is right next 2 you: blanket to the left of me, pillow on the right. and i'm, stuck in the middle with my computer. stuck in the middle with my computer. well it started out as nothing and you're proud that you're a self-made - ok. shutting up with the singing now.
Um... actually.. same two things.. except the pillow is on the left, the blanket on the right.. kind of creepy

52) What Is Your Computer Desk Made Of? i have no computer desk right now, just a lovely mattress. so... mattress-making stuff.
Still no computer desk (at least not right here) I have my laptop on a little wheely-table

53) What Are The Last 4 Digits In You Phone: i have no fingers or toes in my phone.
I'm not even sure what this is asking

54) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? a 3-course fancy thai meal with my dad
Leftovers from dinner last night - about to have some leftover dessert

56) Who Do You Wanna Spend The Rest Of Your Life With: i know
Um, me, preferably. I can't imagine it turning out well any other way

57) How Many Buddies Do You Have On Your List: i'm not going to go look.
232, tho most I don't talk to

58) How's The Weather Right Now: well, being as it's night time.. it's dusky. that's what happens when you're this far north. sun'll be up soon, dont worry. it's almost midnight after all. being that i'm in aberdeen.. my bets are on it being cloudy.
Cloudy once more. Except I'm in Texas, and the temperature has dropped 31 degrees in the last 24 hours!

59) Have You Ever Smoked Pot: nah
No, and I probably never will. While I'm not really against pot, breathing smoke and shit into your lungs is not good for you. And recent studies have shown pot may actually cause more damage because people tend to hold the breath longer.

60) Do You Eat Oreos: i did, but my mom banned them because they have trans-fats and partially hydrogenated soybean oil, so now i eat organic oreos. they're actually pretty good, though.
Rarely. I have a box of them my mom wanted me to take to Elizabeth, but they wouldn't fit in my bag, and I haven't eaten many of them.

62) Favorite Song: mundain to bach kai - punjabi MC, and also some others
Oh so many!

63) Favorite Food: taco bell?
Taco Bell, Chipotle, Amy's frozen burritos, sushi.. depends what I'm in the mood for

65) Are You Too Shy To Ask A Boy/Girl Out? no
Haha, if only my problems were that simple

66) If u Could Change ur Name, what would it be? Emma Asil B Hodcroft the Great
Yea, probably something like that

67) Firstborn son's name will be: kenneth or sean maybe?
Sean or Tobias (then I could call him Toby - how cute!) maybe

68) Daughter's Name Will Be: alyssia and anakara maybe. i really like anakara. came to me in a dream. seriously.
Anakara maybe, Svara maybe - or would it be too weird to give my daughter the same name as a cat I had?

70) Do You Like Scary Or Happy Movies? depends what mood i'm in
I don't do well in scary movies - I get freaked out too easily, and I hate tension/surprises

71) Do You Like Talking To People On The phone or in person? 99.9% in person
Depends on what I've got to say - it's easier to keep it short on the phone (if you're in a hurry, are tired, etc), but I usually prefer in person

72) Lust Or Love? love
Both!

73) Do You Consider Cheerleading A Sport: do you consider ballet a sport? or swing dancing? i dont think that 'exherting and sometimes competative' is all it takes to be a sport. not saying it's not either of the above.. i just think 'sport' is a different catagory.
I was thinking about this old argument the other day. It's not a sport - it's dancing. And like lots of dancing, it's quite tiring, and you can do competitions.

74) Do You Want Your Friends To Do This And Send it back: i will make up a hit list if they dont.
I just hope I maybe inspire some people to look back at their own old questions and see how they've changed

75) How much time did you spend on this quiz(so far): like half an hour or so. or, if you go by the date alone, a whole day.
40 minutes or so.. but I'm also watching TV

76) Why do you bother sending chain letters? i dont. i post them. because i'm addicted, and they havent got a patch yet.
Thankfully those have faded out. Or at least those ppl who used to send them I don't keep in touch with anymore

77) Have u ever had a hickie: yes. i dont like hickies.
I still don't like them

78) What's the best flavor of tic-tac? orangee!!
Yey!

79) What's your favorite language you can't speak? norweigen or gaelic
Norwegian

80) Dyfunctional family?: my dad cheated on my mom, my mom does crack, and my sister is a whore. ok, not really. but yes, i have a very, very dysfunctional family.
You know, I can't even make a joke about this anymore, because almost anything I say is true. So. yea, pretty much.

81) Anything to do: 1)post this 2) sleep 3) get up 4) buy wellys (rubber boots) 5)go back to cottage
Post this, write intro to post, eat dessert, eat some dinner sometime, maybe read some bio or neuro

82) Favorite Sports?: british football (soccer)
Sure

83) Who are your closest friends?: lots of people, but aj, my girls, and gentry deserve a shoutout
I'm just going to piss someone off for not including them, so, my cat!

84) Finishing time: 12:15am 8th of July... i am now a whole day ahead of the rest of you! bwahahahhahahahaa...
6:27pm 21 Feb 08 - hm... took me longer this time! Slow with age I guess : )

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

FIRST, CURRENT and LAST...

**FIRST**

First best friend: Gentry Hearn, aka Grinch

First date: AJ

First break-up: er... Mel I think

First self purchased album: Fairport Convention - Who Knows Where the Time Goes

First funeral: My mother's father, my father's father was in britain while I was in america so I couldnt attend

First pets: A goldfish called Star in Aberdeen that I won at a fair

First piercing/tattoo: Ears

First enemy: This girl in my preschool called Hannah at Hamilton, in Aberdeen, before we moved to America

**CURRENT**

Current best friend: Many, to name a few of the closest, AJ, Gentry, Kathy, Katie, Emily

Current status: very un-single... or attached you might say

Current song playing: Simon & Garfunkel - Sound of Silence

Current thoughts: Home.

Current emotions: Ok, but wanting to go home anyway

Current status online: here

Current wonder: How do I stay here four years and not go insane?

Current instrument played: violin, as always

Current need: home

**LAST**

Last cigarette: never

Last kiss: last friday night....

Last good cry: yesterday

Last movie seen: Top Gun at quakecon with voice-overs by Mr Sinus

Last beverage drank: water

Last food consumed: british choccie biccie (cookie)

Last crush: aj

Last phone call: AJ

Last tv show watched: the news while in the hotel room getting dressed at quakecon

Last shoes worn: black marks & spencers flip flops

Last item bought: a cool backpack if you dont count dinner which was on my meal plan

Last annoyance: not being home

Last disappointment: not being home

Last ice cream eaten: the free ice cream given away at the end of the scavanger hunt i didnt really participate in

Last website visited: blakes' where i got this

Last time I'm doing this kind of thing: Probably the day I die. <-- agree with blake


look how boring and pathetic college has made me!

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

1) Starting Time: 11:42pm my time (british, GMT), 5:42pm your time (usa central) 7th of July
2) Name: Emma the Great
3) Nicknames: Em, Queen of the World, World Dictator. also Eminem and Emba by my little brother, who i then call back Ken-ken or Kenny, for those of you who were wondering.
4) School: Southwestern University in Georgetown (not the weird UT branch that's also known as Party City, USA and is changing its name this year)
5) Hair color: long and brown (i didnt misread that.. i just interpreted it)
6) Eyes: green luvly
7) Height: officially i'm 5'5 1/2.. but i've grown!! i'm maybe even like 5'6 now.. gettin on up, yo.
8) Siblings: fuck. one younger real sister, elizabeth, 3 older step-sisters, 1 younger half brother(kenneth), and two younger twin half-sisters(alice & heather).
9) Ever Been So Drunk You Blacked Out: nope, and i never plan to be.
10) Missed School Because It Was Raining: no, but i did miss school once because the water boiler exploded. we were out of school for like two days. very nice <- same
11) Set Any Body Part On Fire For Amusement: i once pulled out a few strands of my hair and burned it, but it wasnt attached to my body (i'm not a complete idiot), so does it count?
13) Had An Imaginary Friend: no, but i used to talk to ghosts
14) Wanted To Hook Up With A Friend: er.. yes? i usually try to make some aquaintence with people before i 'hook up' with them.. but i know i'm prolly the exception, not the rule.
15) Cried During A Flick: yea, i'm such a sentimental dictator
16) Ever Liked A Teacher: er.. not in that way.
17) Ever Thought An Animated character was hot: er. no.
18) Ever Prank Called Someone: yes, in 7th grade. then caller id became wide-spread.
19) Deodorant: arrid powder fresh
20) Shampoo: er.. some special stuff for long hair
21) Soap: i really like that milk and honey stuff, but i'm not picky. whatever's bubbly
22) Colors: PURPLE PURPLE PURPLE!!
23) favorite TV station: er.. no.
24) Kind of music: er.. not picky.
25) satin or silk: i forgot what satin is. i'm such a good female.
26) favorite Cartoon Character: probably jason fox from foxtrot. GO GEEKS!
27) Have a bf/gf: er.. yes.
28) Love anyone: er.. yes
29) Loudest Friend: me and kathy. i am my own friend, yes.
30) Who is the smartest: DUH kathy and aj. and prolly chris too. and tri. and sean. DAMN i need to stop hanging out with smart people. talk about how to feel stupid.
31) Who Do You Go to For Advice: my girlz (kk&e), aj, and gentry
32) Do You Cry: NO i have never cried in my life.
33) Been Mean: i am so. so. evily mean.
34) Been sarcastic: i never stop being sarcastic. and because sarcasm lacks in britain, i often confuse british people because they cant tell when i'm being serious. it's rather awkward when people think EVERYTHING you say is true....
35) Talked To Someone You Have A Crush On: well, yes. what kind of lame ass question is that? <- agreed
36) Missed Someone: i'm 3,000 miles away from all my friends.. what do you think??!
38) Fought with your parents: oh man.
39) Ever wish upon A Star: of course. i even said the little rhyme
40) Laughed Until You Cried: of course
41) Watched A Sunrise/Sunset: of course.
42) Went 2 The Beach @ Nite: yes, in the carribean surrounded by about a bazillion stars. it was cool.
43) Are you happy right now: i'm getting by
44) Are you talkin to sumone: not even myself.

---------DO YOU BELIEVE IN----------

45) God/Devil: god yes, devil no
46) Loving someone? of course
47) The Big Bang Theory: how about god created the big bang? why cant we mix the two. i never understood that.
48) Heaven/Hell: i believe you create your own heaven during your life... and it might be a hell if you make it so.
49) Who Named You? me.
50) When Was The Last Time You Showered: morningtime
51) What is right next 2 you: blanket to the left of me, pillow on the right. and i'm, stuck in the middle with my computer. stuck in the middle with my computer. well it started out as nothing and you're proud that you're a self-made - ok. shutting up with the singing now.
52) What Is Your Computer Desk Made Of? i have no computer desk right now, just a lovely mattress. so... mattress-making stuff.
53) What Are The Last 4 Digits In You Phone: i have no fingers or toes in my phone.
54) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? a 3-course fancy thai meal with my dad
56) Who Do You Wanna Spend The Rest Of Your Life With: i know
57) How Many Buddies Do You Have On Your List: i'm not going to go look.
58) How's The Weather Right Now: well, being as it's night time.. it's dusky. that's what happens when you're this far north. sun'll be up soon, dont worry. it's almost midnight after all. being that i'm in aberdeen.. my bets are on it being cloudy.
59) Have You Ever Smoked Pot: nah
60) Do You Eat Oreos: i did, but my mom banned them because they have trans-fats and partially hydrogenated soybean oil, so now i eat organic oreos. they're actually pretty good, though.
62) Favorite Song: mundain to bach kai - punjabi MC, and also some others
63) Favorite Food: taco bell?
65) Are You Too Shy To Ask A Boy/Girl Out? no
66) If u Could Change ur Name, what would it be? Emma Asil B Hodcroft the Great
67) Firstborn son's name will be: kenneth or sean maybe?
68) Daughter's Name Will Be: alyssia and anakara maybe. i really like anakara. came to me in a dream. seriously.
70) Do You Like Scary Or Happy Movies? depends what mood i'm in
71) Do You Like Talking To People On The phone or in person? 99.9% in person
72) Lust Or Love? love
73) Do You Consider Cheerleading A Sport: do you consider ballet a sport? or swing dancing? i dont think that 'exherting and sometimes competative' is all it takes to be a sport. not saying it's not either of the above.. i just think 'sport' is a different catagory.
74) Do You Want Your Friends To Do This And Send it back: i will make up a hit list if they dont.
75) How much time did you spend on this quiz(so far): like half an hour or so. or, if you go by the date alone, a whole day.
76) Why do you bother sending chain letters? i dont. i post them. because i'm addicted, and they havent got a patch yet.
77) Have u ever had a hickie: yes. i dont like hickies.
78) What's the best flavor of tic-tac? orangee!!
79) What's your favorite language you can't speak? norweigen or gaelic
80) Dyfunctional family?: my dad cheated on my mom, my mom does crack, and my sister is a whore. ok, not really. but yes, i have a very, very dysfunctional family.
81) Anything to do: 1)post this 2) sleep 3) get up 4) buy wellys (rubber boots) 5)go back to cottage
82) Favorite Sports?: british football (soccer)
83) Who are your closest friends?: lots of people, but aj, my girls, and gentry deserve a shoutout
84) Finishing time: 12:15am 8th of July... i am now a whole day ahead of the rest of you! bwahahahhahahahaa...

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

01. I am a leo.
02. I have taken violin lessons.
03. I'm never satisfied with myself.
04. I want to marry a certain someone.
05. I wish i could play the guitar.
06. I have never had a serious girlfriend. what.. it's true!
07. I haven't seen enough movies.
08. I have stayed happy as of late.
09. I hate driving without a drink in my hand.
10. I think I can sing.
11. I wish I knew when to keep trying on hw.
12. I have many siblings.
13. I don't know anything about Nickelback.
14. I never wanted to learn how to play the piano.
15. I wear contacts/glasses.
16. I like jelly beans.
17. My life could be better.
18. I wonder what I'll be doing at this time next year.
19. I feel like i'll graduate highschool.
20. My favorite color is purple.
21. I can say many words in French. Je parle francais trés bien.
22. I do things to make other people happy.
23. I want to live in Europe and Canadia for a while when I'm done with school.
24. I hate using car cup holders.
25. I have moderate/advanced ADD.
26. I read everyone's away messages and profiles.
27. I am indecisive.
28. I am wary of constructive criticism.
29. Butterflies and dragonflies make me nervous.
30. I am a procrastionator to the extreme.
31. I am be a god every day.
32. I fluxuate my manners depending on who's around.
33. I am a partial insomniac.
34. I prefer sleeping with friends talking quietly around me.
35. I am too unknowing of culture and society a lot of the time.
36. I am shy.
37. I greatly care about someone who isn’t my girlfriend.
38. I am kindof obsessed with music.
39. Friends will always hold a special place in my heart.
40. I wash my face every night & morning.
41. I don't get paid at work because I don't at work.
42. I wish everything could be beautiful like a movie.
43. I love stars.
44. I get upset about trivial things.
45. The sky amuses me.
46. I used Raid on the spelling bee champ in elementary school.
47. I am neurotic at times.
48. I am one with nature.
49. I am uninterested with any sport but soccer.
50. People take me for insane.
51. Most seasons make me feel comfortable.
52. I cannot paint.
53. Ridiculously ignorant people make me nervous.
54. Purple is a comforting color to me.
55. I love cream soda, and never drink it.
56. I used to be the British kid that people made fun of in elementary school.
57. I talk in my sleep all the time.
58. I DO NOT need to meet new people.
59. I make my own decent life.
60. What the fuck is Jude Law.
61. I have a very-functional gag reflex.
62. I have been moved to the brink of tears by few movies I've watched.
63. I am getting half-decent at console games.
64. I think about who will be at my funeral regularly.
65. I've never been to NYC.
66. I like my birthday, it's 'my day.'
67. I'm glad I'm smart enough to not be a vegetarian.
68. I'm glad i never bought Jnco jeans.
69. I am addicted to lemonsalt.
70. I can stand not being productive when I am bored.
71. I run out of witty comebacks too often.
72. My mom has never slapped me in the face.
73. I have never been in a serious physical fight.
74. I would prefer not to stay at home all day.
75. I am obsessed with purple colors.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

1) What is your name? Em
(2) Are you happy with it? yup
(3) Are you named after anyone? King Cnut's (the guy who tried to stop the tide coming in to prove that he wasnt a god just cuz he was king.. way way back in like 1000BC) glorious wise loving wife Emma.... heh. no. nobody. (but his wife was called Emma)
(4) Are you a prostitute: er... no.
(5) Your screenname: Loweaugen
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? NO! MY NAME! MINE!
(7) Then what would you name your children? er.. let's see.. i'm partial to the names alyssia, anakara, and sean
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? my mom wanted her kids to have E names.. so i would have had something weird.. like egbert or ethelred or eugene
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? i wouldnt
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Ema Hadcraft/Hodcraft
(11)Would you drop your last name if you became famous? why not? that'd be cool. i'd finally be THE Emma
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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight
(14) Single? yes there's only one of me thanks, i dont want no clones
(15) Want to be? the creater of EmOS and overthrower of BIll Gates' evil empire who lives on a cruise ship and makes millions, building computers and doing cardiac operations on celebrities in her free time. *bows*
(16) Your birth date: July 28 1986 yER! fuckin hell.. i'm only like 3 months older than frank (whom i stole this thing from) I'M SO YOUNG!! *cries*
(17) Your age: 17.. i'm so young! *cries*
(18) Age you act: like 7 or something..
(19) Age you wish you were: either like 10 or 18. care-free or legally-free, either works, heh.
(20) Your height: 5' 5... I'M SO SHORT!! *cries*
(21) The color of your eyes: green luvly
(22) Happy with it? mm yes i like my eyes
(23) The color of your hair: brown
(24) Happy with it? i wish it was a bit less split-endy.. but i love it
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement?arg. go check my mom's lawyer's file cabinet.....
(27) Your family: USA: mom, LA, libby (stepsisters: amber natalie rachel) UK: dad, Liz, kenneth, alice, heather
(28) Have any pets? Lady = dog, Lisa = cat, Frontier Psychiatrist = red snapper
(29) What's your job? being obnoxious
(30) Piercings? ears.. soon to be belly-button
(31) Tattoos? someday...
(32) Obsessions? sparklies, shinies, lemonsalt, taco bell, purple
(33) Addictions? aim, internet, lemonsalt
(35) Do you speak another language? je parle en peu francais.
(36) Have a favorite quote? AHHHH MOTHERLAND!; dubleyoo tee eff mate?; porkchop sandwiches!; just flip it, stick it, see ya lata, bye!; i am a banana!; i live in a giant bucket...; my anus is bleeding!; tuesday's coming, did you bring your coat?; all your base are belong to us!
(37) Do you have a webpage? what exactly do you think you just linked from?
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? i think i do a good job of living in the moment and ensuring i have a future
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? not at all. i hate people.
(40) Do you have any secrets? indeedy
(41) Do you hate yourself? everybody does sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting? OH GOD I HATE IT
(43) Do you have any bad habits? i grind my teeth and kill small annoying children
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? procrastination, laziness, not taking their advice, being weird
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Emma the Great Strikes Again
(46) What's your biggest fear? tp be abandoned
(47) Can you sing? i love singing, but i'm not very good
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? once i tricked this guy to think i had an identical twin called Emily who was in an A day class and I, Emma, was in a B day class with him. it was great. he believed it till he changed schools. (this was last year)
(49) Are you a loner? i used to be, but i'm not alone enough to qualify now : P
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? friends. happiness. me. future.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i'd probably try and kill myself.. but so would the other me.. so we'd be constantly out to get each other with bombs and things
(52) Are you a daredevil? depends on the risk.. i wont do something like motorbike off of niagra falls
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? a few things
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? aggressive
(55) Have you got a journal? again, what you just linked from
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength - fiercely loyal, weakness - stubborn (those are two different words for the same thing almost : P )
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? i really dont like my fingers
(58) there are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. Which do you drink from? eh.. i feel happy with my share of all three but i guess i could always use some extra creativity for writing college essays...
(59) How do you vent? putting babies on spikes
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? not sure
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? regrets arent much use. i should take my own advice.. hm..
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? it could be way worse!! yea
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? life just keeeeeps on goin
(64) What do you like the most about your body? probably my eyes or something
(65) And least? fingers
(66) Do you think you re good looking? i'm happy with myself
(67) Are you confident? yea. i'd say so
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? all the fuckin time!!
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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? yes! and having my voicebox. tongue, and jaw removed was so much fun! (no..)
(72) Do drugs? yes! and catching HIV while effectively killing all my brain cells was so much fun! (no..)
(73) Read the newspaper? the life&arts and the front page
(74) Pray? sometimes
(75) Go to church? not anymore, i do things my own way
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? i know they're all out to get me......
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? yes! my beloved mouse
(78) Take walks in the rain? mmm yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? not really. usually i just put them on a spike.. muahahahah!! no.. i'm far too shy for that.. usually i just plot maniacly behind their back...
(80) Drive? YES!!!! I AM SO DAMN COOL
(81) Like to drive fast? yes.. but i resist.. and blame it all on riding with my dad, who goes a constant 90mph

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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? the british version
(83) Hurt yourself? good lord, i'm not infallible.. gravity affects me too y'know!
(84) Been out of the country, where? england, mexico, puerto rico, tortola (& other various virgin islands), england, scotland, portugal, majorca, holland, france, norway
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? lemonsalt? mmm.. lemonsalt...
(88) Been in love? yes
(89) Done drugs? YES AND IT WAS SO MUCH FU- ok i'm tired of writing that. NO GOD DAMNIT
(90) Gone skinny dipping? whenever i was young and restless
(91) Had a medical emergency? I fractured my scull, partially severed my toe, and sliced open my thumb
(92) Had a surgery? yep, had my adenoids removed
(93) Ran away from home? when i was little i ran away down the road to butler.. a whole two blocks, wow
(94) Played strip poker? i dont know how to play poker....
(95) Gotten beaten up? i used to fight frequently, but i won most of my fights, so probably not
(96) Beaten someone up? not in the really mean sense.. given them something to remember, yes
(97) Been picked on? oh hellz yea. 'you talk funny'
(98) Been on stage? indeed
(99) Opened a package? i'm afraid to answer this in case it has some sick double-meaning
(100) Slept outdoors? indeed
(101) Thought about suicide? yea
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? haha! for my junior theme, none the less...
(103) If yes, how many days? just one night.
(104) Gone one day without food? i'd DIE
(105) Talked on the phone all night? not all night.. but a very long time yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without having sex? yes
(107) Slept all day? urgghhh i'd be driven to shower by feeling so unclean
(108) Killed someone? but of course!!
(109) Made out with a stranger? ew
(110) Had sex with a stranger? YES AND GETTING HERPES WAS SO MUCH FUN ....no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? i'm alrady crazy sweetheart
(112) Kissed the same sex? no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? nope
(114) Been betrayed? in small little ways, but not majorly
(115) Had a dream that came true? i have deja vu a hella lot
(116) Broken the law? indeed
(117) Met a famous person? alan shearer! yey!
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? i had pets that died when i was little.. like fish, and a hissing cockroach.. (yes, i had a pet madagascar hissing cockroach)
(121) On purpose? insects for my bug collection
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? only in the protection of people's safety
(146) Stolen anything? yes.. my nanny told me to. no.. seriously...
(147) Been on radio/tv? in the newspaper count? --- and yes you have frank.. HB was on UTA radio online DUH
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? makes me think of mushy peas
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yes
(150) Considered religious vocation? i'm far too bad an example
(152) Bungee jumped? i'd like to but i'm afraid i'd dislocate my hips...
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yerp

Sunday, November 30, 2003

jacked from mel, who apparently jacked it from carina:


Current mood: self-hating, apathetic, pissed, depressed

Current music: Barenaked Ladies - 'War On Drugs'

Current taste: some weird organic crackers my mom fed me for dinner

Current hair: the usual

Current clothes: jeans, belt, pink chinese-y long sleeve shirt

Current annoyance: self, parents

Current smell: i can smell some perfume that i dont own and nobody i my house owns. i dont know where it has come from and it's confusing me

Current thing I ought to be doing: Scholarship essays... damn them all. <-- agreeing with mel

Current windows open: two blog editing (one for thoughts of an em, one that i'm doing this in), mel's blog, firebird tips, aim buddy list, aim chat windows, aim edit away message, word

Current desktop picture: a new ed background (cowboy bebop)

Current book: hamlet... except not

Current cds in stereo: Barenaked Ladies - 'Everything'

Current cash: too much for my own good

Current favorite celeb: ryan stiles

Current job: being me


:+:The last time:+:

Last book you finished: finished? no idea.

Last movie you saw: does the end of gladiator count?

Last thing you had to drink: milk

Last time you showered: yesterday morning

Last thing you ate: a dinner of apples, kiwis, oranges, carrots, and crackers

Last person you talked to on the phone: my mom


:+:Do I:+:

Smoke?: nope

Do drugs?: nope

Have sex?: nope

Have a dream that keeps coming back?: sometimes

Play an instrument?: violin, pennywhistle

Believe there is life on other planets?: SETI's workin on telling me

Remember your first love?: i dont think anybody knows what love is at this age

Still in love with him/her?: no

Read the newspaper?: the front page and the life&arts

Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yea

Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes

Consider yourself tolerant of others?: to those i decide would make good friends, yes

Consider love a mistake?: in highschool, yes, bloody fools... <-- i'll go with mel here

Like the taste of alcohol?: hell no.

Have a favorite candy?: reeses and lemonsalt and dark chocolate

Believe in astrology?: sometimes

Believe in magic?: of sorts, yes

Believe in God?: not in the tradtional christian sense <-- going with mel again

Have any pets: a cat, lisa, a dog, lady, and a turtle, frontier psychiatrist

Go to or plan to go to college: yep

Wear hats?: only when it's cold enough my ears start to turn black

Have any piercings?: ears

Have any tattoos?: nope

Hate yourself?: probably

Have an obsession?: friends

Have a secret crush?: thank god no

Do they know yet?: how could they know?

Collect anything?: scars and bruises and interesting bottles

Have a best friend? gentry, katie, kathy, and emily

Close friends?: those who i'm close to i'm very close to

Wish on stars?: constantly

Like your handwriting?: i hate my handwriting


:+:Love life:+:

First crush: serious? 7th grade.. good lord, i was such a stalker.

First kiss: sometime in november 2001 with aj

Single or attached?: single

Ever been in love?: i dont think i know what love is.. but probably

Do you believe in love at first sight?: no

Do you believe in "the one?": mel's trying to convince me, but i stopped believing in that long ago

Describe your ideal significant other: dont get me started (mel had this space filled to the brim with a description of the ideal girl : P )


:+:Juicy stuff:+:

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: *smiles* billy has...

Have you ever been intoxicated?: nope

Favorite place to be kissed?: lips

Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yes... but luckily the parentals never heard about that

Shy to make the first move?: yes, but with good reason


:+:Are you a:+:

Wuss: no

Druggy: nope

Daydreamer: mmm... what? <-- going with mel...

Freak: not by the stereotypical meaning

Dork: i'm a geek, thank you

Bitch/Asshole: by the ruling of some

Brat: no

Sarcastic: OF COURSE NOT

Goody-goody: only in the eyes of my parents and teachers

Devil: and a goddess. i'm so multi-talented

Shy: around people i dont know.. social phobic

Talkative: when i'm being hyperactive, insane, or when i have something to say

Adventurous: yea

Flirty: i dont know


:+:Word association:+:

Rubber gloves: surgery

Rock: Queen

Green: grass

Wet: rain

Cry: pain

Peanut: peanut butter

Hay: horses

Cold: ice and snow days

Steamy: hot tub

Fast: running

Rain: gloomy days, the song 'summertime'

Bite: mosquito

Freaky: deja vu

Monday, November 10, 2003

-- Nickname: Em (everyone), Emmy (kathy), Emba (little bro)

-- Birth date: July 28, 1986

-- Birthplace: Recent studies show... probably Earth. Probably.

-- Current: Marriot Courtyard, Arlington, Texas

-- Eye Color: green luvly

-- Contacts/Glasses: both but i hate glasses and therefore never wear them. only contacts

-- Hair Color: brown

-- Height: 5'5 1/2"

-- Righty or Lefty: righty like all cool people : )

-- Zodiac Sign: Leo = fire = muahahaha

-- Your heritage: exactly one half british one half american. but i lean towards the british side

-- The shoes you wore today: sketchers, my 'surgically white' ones

--Your weakness: kneecaps. oh god. no kneecaps. and pecan pie. and computers.

-- Your fears: having my kneecaps fall off, dead bugs, dragonflies, butterflies, being abandoned

-- Your perfect pizza: ONE WITH NO MEAT ON IT. and preferrably pineapples

-- Goal you'd like to achieve: have enough money to do whatever the hell i want, keep my friends forever, give them lots of money too, go on awesome trips with my friends

-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol, : )

-- Your thoughts first waking up: fuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk

-- Your best physical feature: i like my eyes but they dont work so well, hense the contacts

-- Your bedtime: when i wake up from dozing on my keyboard

-- Your best missed memory: i used to put down a few, but now i realise that even though i miss those memories, i'm making new ones that are just as fun and happy all the time, and i wouldnt want to give those up just to go back to the past

-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi's just brown shit water. go coke

-- McDonald's or Burger King: wendys in america, burger king in britain

-- Single or group dates: both are fun, depends who with

-- Adidas or Nike: sketchers, yo

-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea

-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate or vanilla what? obviously it depends what it is.

-- Cappucino or coffee: ewwww coffee's nasty

-- Smoke: god thats even worse

-- Cuss: fuck yes.

-- Sing: i do and i enjoy it, but i'm not very good

-- Take a shower: NO! lol, that's just a silly question <-- stick with insane billy's answer here

-- Have a crush: a have this huge crush on life, but yea, i'm human, whos never had a crush?

-- Do you think you've been in love: s'pose so, but who's to judge?

-- Want to go to university?: well.. yes.. unless they can make me a dr on my highschool diploma

-- Like(d) high school: better than jr high by far. it's definitely been fun, and i'll miss it

-- Want to get married: in the future

-- Believe in yourself: not for a while there but i do now!!!

-- Get motion sickness: negative

-- Think you're attractive:::licks finger and touches himself:: ~ sizzle <-- omg thats hilarious. especially since where he touches himself wasnt specified... that's insane billy btw. i'm happy with myself.

-- Think you're a health freak: my mom is, and i guess because i know too freaking much about the human body and cuz i was raised by my mom, i might be considered a little more careful... but not overly

-- Get along with your parent(s): my mom: so/so, my dad: BWAHAHAHA

-- Like thunderstorms: HELLZ YEA!!

-- Play an instrument: Hell yeah, VIOLIN r0x0rz <-- just correcting billy

In the past month have you...

-- Drank alcohol: ew, no

-- Smoked: nooooo

-- Done a drug: ADDerall?

-- Had Sex: no

-- Made Out: no

-- Gone on a date: i'd say that counted

-- Gone to the mall: nope

-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: they get too dry after about 7

-- Eaten sushi: SALMONELLA!!! E-COLI!!!!

-- Been on stage: um. was the orch concert in the last month? and.. does walking across it at an NHS meeting count?

-- Been dumped: yea, but not meanly

-- Gone skating: only because I had to

-- Made homemade cookies: thats my sisters job. i eat them. i have eaten homemade cookies in the past month

-- Gone skinny-dipping: when i was little

-- Dyed your hair: urgh.

-- Stolen anything: not in the past month.......

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: it required the removal of the clothing of the billy...

-- If so, was it mixed company: yes, i was there. and pablo was there (that makes it both a gender and ethnic mix)

-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: never

-- Been caught "doing something" with someone? or by yourself?: not in the last month......

-- Been called a tease: *sigh..*

-- Shoplifted: not in the past month..... that was actually like.. back when i was 11

-- Changed who you were to fit in: haha! good luck getting me to do that.. i'm far too lazy

-- Age you hope to be married: whenever is right

-- Numbers and Names of Children: i like alyssia, anakara, sean and ian (and thats not just cuz im dating ian)

-- Describe your Dream Wedding: something completely unexpected

-- How do you want to die: "live forever or die trying" - Catch 22

-- Where you want to go to university?: University of Washington in St Louis or Tulsa

-- What do you want to be wehn you grow up: Cardiologist with a comp sci degree

-- What country would you most like to visit: go back to britain with all mon amis


In a guy/girl...

-- Best eye color? whatever goes with ther person

-- Best hair color? whatever goes with the person!

-- Short or long hair: god damnit, whatever goes with the person!!!!

-- Height: someone taller than me

-- Best weight: not overly overweight, makes me think too much about heart attacks and embolisms

-- Articles of clothing: whatever goes with the person.................

-- Best first date location: somewhere where you go lots of places. like maybe ice skating and a frys and a movie and dinner or something and then a lan.. mmm yes. perfect.

-- Best first kiss location: wherever the mood is right

--# of drugs taken illegally: nada

--# of people I could trust with my life: 5 or so?

--# of CDs that I own: not too many i guess, tho i own loads of mp3s

--# of piercings: ears, 2

--# of tattoos: none, but some someday

--# of scars on my body: oh very many.. including two big ones on my face you cant really see.. heh.

--# of things in my past that I regret: oh regrets are useless, gotta keep movin forwards, yo!

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