Sunday, November 30, 2003
jacked from mel, who apparently jacked it from carina:
Current mood: self-hating, apathetic, pissed, depressed
Current music: Barenaked Ladies - 'War On Drugs'
Current taste: some weird organic crackers my mom fed me for dinner
Current hair: the usual
Current clothes: jeans, belt, pink chinese-y long sleeve shirt
Current annoyance: self, parents
Current smell: i can smell some perfume that i dont own and nobody i my house owns. i dont know where it has come from and it's confusing me
Current thing I ought to be doing: Scholarship essays... damn them all. <-- agreeing with mel
Current windows open: two blog editing (one for thoughts of an em, one that i'm doing this in), mel's blog, firebird tips, aim buddy list, aim chat windows, aim edit away message, word
Current desktop picture: a new ed background (cowboy bebop)
Current book: hamlet... except not
Current cds in stereo: Barenaked Ladies - 'Everything'
Current cash: too much for my own good
Current favorite celeb: ryan stiles
Current job: being me
:+:The last time:+:
Last book you finished: finished? no idea.
Last movie you saw: does the end of gladiator count?
Last thing you had to drink: milk
Last time you showered: yesterday morning
Last thing you ate: a dinner of apples, kiwis, oranges, carrots, and crackers
Last person you talked to on the phone: my mom
:+:Do I:+:
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Have sex?: nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: sometimes
Play an instrument?: violin, pennywhistle
Believe there is life on other planets?: SETI's workin on telling me
Remember your first love?: i dont think anybody knows what love is at this age
Still in love with him/her?: no
Read the newspaper?: the front page and the life&arts
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yea
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: to those i decide would make good friends, yes
Consider love a mistake?: in highschool, yes, bloody fools... <-- i'll go with mel here
Like the taste of alcohol?: hell no.
Have a favorite candy?: reeses and lemonsalt and dark chocolate
Believe in astrology?: sometimes
Believe in magic?: of sorts, yes
Believe in God?: not in the tradtional christian sense <-- going with mel again
Have any pets: a cat, lisa, a dog, lady, and a turtle, frontier psychiatrist
Go to or plan to go to college: yep
Wear hats?: only when it's cold enough my ears start to turn black
Have any piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself?: probably
Have an obsession?: friends
Have a secret crush?: thank god no
Do they know yet?: how could they know?
Collect anything?: scars and bruises and interesting bottles
Have a best friend? gentry, katie, kathy, and emily
Close friends?: those who i'm close to i'm very close to
Wish on stars?: constantly
Like your handwriting?: i hate my handwriting
:+:Love life:+:
First crush: serious? 7th grade.. good lord, i was such a stalker.
First kiss: sometime in november 2001 with aj
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: i dont think i know what love is.. but probably
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you believe in "the one?": mel's trying to convince me, but i stopped believing in that long ago
Describe your ideal significant other: dont get me started (mel had this space filled to the brim with a description of the ideal girl : P )
:+:Juicy stuff:+:
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: *smiles* billy has...
Have you ever been intoxicated?: nope
Favorite place to be kissed?: lips
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yes... but luckily the parentals never heard about that
Shy to make the first move?: yes, but with good reason
:+:Are you a:+:
Wuss: no
Druggy: nope
Daydreamer: mmm... what? <-- going with mel...
Freak: not by the stereotypical meaning
Dork: i'm a geek, thank you
Bitch/Asshole: by the ruling of some
Brat: no
Sarcastic: OF COURSE NOT
Goody-goody: only in the eyes of my parents and teachers
Devil: and a goddess. i'm so multi-talented
Shy: around people i dont know.. social phobic
Talkative: when i'm being hyperactive, insane, or when i have something to say
Adventurous: yea
Flirty: i dont know
:+:Word association:+:
Rubber gloves: surgery
Rock: Queen
Green: grass
Wet: rain
Cry: pain
Peanut: peanut butter
Hay: horses
Cold: ice and snow days
Steamy: hot tub
Fast: running
Rain: gloomy days, the song 'summertime'
Bite: mosquito
Freaky: deja vu
Current mood: self-hating, apathetic, pissed, depressed
Current music: Barenaked Ladies - 'War On Drugs'
Current taste: some weird organic crackers my mom fed me for dinner
Current hair: the usual
Current clothes: jeans, belt, pink chinese-y long sleeve shirt
Current annoyance: self, parents
Current smell: i can smell some perfume that i dont own and nobody i my house owns. i dont know where it has come from and it's confusing me
Current thing I ought to be doing: Scholarship essays... damn them all. <-- agreeing with mel
Current windows open: two blog editing (one for thoughts of an em, one that i'm doing this in), mel's blog, firebird tips, aim buddy list, aim chat windows, aim edit away message, word
Current desktop picture: a new ed background (cowboy bebop)
Current book: hamlet... except not
Current cds in stereo: Barenaked Ladies - 'Everything'
Current cash: too much for my own good
Current favorite celeb: ryan stiles
Current job: being me
:+:The last time:+:
Last book you finished: finished? no idea.
Last movie you saw: does the end of gladiator count?
Last thing you had to drink: milk
Last time you showered: yesterday morning
Last thing you ate: a dinner of apples, kiwis, oranges, carrots, and crackers
Last person you talked to on the phone: my mom
:+:Do I:+:
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Have sex?: nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: sometimes
Play an instrument?: violin, pennywhistle
Believe there is life on other planets?: SETI's workin on telling me
Remember your first love?: i dont think anybody knows what love is at this age
Still in love with him/her?: no
Read the newspaper?: the front page and the life&arts
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yea
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: to those i decide would make good friends, yes
Consider love a mistake?: in highschool, yes, bloody fools... <-- i'll go with mel here
Like the taste of alcohol?: hell no.
Have a favorite candy?: reeses and lemonsalt and dark chocolate
Believe in astrology?: sometimes
Believe in magic?: of sorts, yes
Believe in God?: not in the tradtional christian sense <-- going with mel again
Have any pets: a cat, lisa, a dog, lady, and a turtle, frontier psychiatrist
Go to or plan to go to college: yep
Wear hats?: only when it's cold enough my ears start to turn black
Have any piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself?: probably
Have an obsession?: friends
Have a secret crush?: thank god no
Do they know yet?: how could they know?
Collect anything?: scars and bruises and interesting bottles
Have a best friend? gentry, katie, kathy, and emily
Close friends?: those who i'm close to i'm very close to
Wish on stars?: constantly
Like your handwriting?: i hate my handwriting
:+:Love life:+:
First crush: serious? 7th grade.. good lord, i was such a stalker.
First kiss: sometime in november 2001 with aj
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: i dont think i know what love is.. but probably
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you believe in "the one?": mel's trying to convince me, but i stopped believing in that long ago
Describe your ideal significant other: dont get me started (mel had this space filled to the brim with a description of the ideal girl : P )
:+:Juicy stuff:+:
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: *smiles* billy has...
Have you ever been intoxicated?: nope
Favorite place to be kissed?: lips
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yes... but luckily the parentals never heard about that
Shy to make the first move?: yes, but with good reason
:+:Are you a:+:
Wuss: no
Druggy: nope
Daydreamer: mmm... what? <-- going with mel...
Freak: not by the stereotypical meaning
Dork: i'm a geek, thank you
Bitch/Asshole: by the ruling of some
Brat: no
Sarcastic: OF COURSE NOT
Goody-goody: only in the eyes of my parents and teachers
Devil: and a goddess. i'm so multi-talented
Shy: around people i dont know.. social phobic
Talkative: when i'm being hyperactive, insane, or when i have something to say
Adventurous: yea
Flirty: i dont know
:+:Word association:+:
Rubber gloves: surgery
Rock: Queen
Green: grass
Wet: rain
Cry: pain
Peanut: peanut butter
Hay: horses
Cold: ice and snow days
Steamy: hot tub
Fast: running
Rain: gloomy days, the song 'summertime'
Bite: mosquito
Freaky: deja vu
Monday, November 10, 2003
-- Nickname: Em (everyone), Emmy (kathy), Emba (little bro)
-- Birth date: July 28, 1986
-- Birthplace: Recent studies show... probably Earth. Probably.
-- Current: Marriot Courtyard, Arlington, Texas
-- Eye Color: green luvly
-- Contacts/Glasses: both but i hate glasses and therefore never wear them. only contacts
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5'5 1/2"
-- Righty or Lefty: righty like all cool people : )
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo = fire = muahahaha
-- Your heritage: exactly one half british one half american. but i lean towards the british side
-- The shoes you wore today: sketchers, my 'surgically white' ones
--Your weakness: kneecaps. oh god. no kneecaps. and pecan pie. and computers.
-- Your fears: having my kneecaps fall off, dead bugs, dragonflies, butterflies, being abandoned
-- Your perfect pizza: ONE WITH NO MEAT ON IT. and preferrably pineapples
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: have enough money to do whatever the hell i want, keep my friends forever, give them lots of money too, go on awesome trips with my friends
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol, : )
-- Your thoughts first waking up: fuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk
-- Your best physical feature: i like my eyes but they dont work so well, hense the contacts
-- Your bedtime: when i wake up from dozing on my keyboard
-- Your best missed memory: i used to put down a few, but now i realise that even though i miss those memories, i'm making new ones that are just as fun and happy all the time, and i wouldnt want to give those up just to go back to the past
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi's just brown shit water. go coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: wendys in america, burger king in britain
-- Single or group dates: both are fun, depends who with
-- Adidas or Nike: sketchers, yo
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate or vanilla what? obviously it depends what it is.
-- Cappucino or coffee: ewwww coffee's nasty
-- Smoke: god thats even worse
-- Cuss: fuck yes.
-- Sing: i do and i enjoy it, but i'm not very good
-- Take a shower: NO! lol, that's just a silly question <-- stick with insane billy's answer here
-- Have a crush: a have this huge crush on life, but yea, i'm human, whos never had a crush?
-- Do you think you've been in love: s'pose so, but who's to judge?
-- Want to go to university?: well.. yes.. unless they can make me a dr on my highschool diploma
-- Like(d) high school: better than jr high by far. it's definitely been fun, and i'll miss it
-- Want to get married: in the future
-- Believe in yourself: not for a while there but i do now!!!
-- Get motion sickness: negative
-- Think you're attractive:::licks finger and touches himself:: ~ sizzle <-- omg thats hilarious. especially since where he touches himself wasnt specified... that's insane billy btw. i'm happy with myself.
-- Think you're a health freak: my mom is, and i guess because i know too freaking much about the human body and cuz i was raised by my mom, i might be considered a little more careful... but not overly
-- Get along with your parent(s): my mom: so/so, my dad: BWAHAHAHA
-- Like thunderstorms: HELLZ YEA!!
-- Play an instrument: Hell yeah, VIOLIN r0x0rz <-- just correcting billy
In the past month have you...
-- Drank alcohol: ew, no
-- Smoked: nooooo
-- Done a drug: ADDerall?
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: i'd say that counted
-- Gone to the mall: nope
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: they get too dry after about 7
-- Eaten sushi: SALMONELLA!!! E-COLI!!!!
-- Been on stage: um. was the orch concert in the last month? and.. does walking across it at an NHS meeting count?
-- Been dumped: yea, but not meanly
-- Gone skating: only because I had to
-- Made homemade cookies: thats my sisters job. i eat them. i have eaten homemade cookies in the past month
-- Gone skinny-dipping: when i was little
-- Dyed your hair: urgh.
-- Stolen anything: not in the past month.......
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: it required the removal of the clothing of the billy...
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes, i was there. and pablo was there (that makes it both a gender and ethnic mix)
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: never
-- Been caught "doing something" with someone? or by yourself?: not in the last month......
-- Been called a tease: *sigh..*
-- Shoplifted: not in the past month..... that was actually like.. back when i was 11
-- Changed who you were to fit in: haha! good luck getting me to do that.. i'm far too lazy
-- Age you hope to be married: whenever is right
-- Numbers and Names of Children: i like alyssia, anakara, sean and ian (and thats not just cuz im dating ian)
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: something completely unexpected
-- How do you want to die: "live forever or die trying" - Catch 22
-- Where you want to go to university?: University of Washington in St Louis or Tulsa
-- What do you want to be wehn you grow up: Cardiologist with a comp sci degree
-- What country would you most like to visit: go back to britain with all mon amis
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? whatever goes with ther person
-- Best hair color? whatever goes with the person!
-- Short or long hair: god damnit, whatever goes with the person!!!!
-- Height: someone taller than me
-- Best weight: not overly overweight, makes me think too much about heart attacks and embolisms
-- Articles of clothing: whatever goes with the person.................
-- Best first date location: somewhere where you go lots of places. like maybe ice skating and a frys and a movie and dinner or something and then a lan.. mmm yes. perfect.
-- Best first kiss location: wherever the mood is right
--# of drugs taken illegally: nada
--# of people I could trust with my life: 5 or so?
--# of CDs that I own: not too many i guess, tho i own loads of mp3s
--# of piercings: ears, 2
--# of tattoos: none, but some someday
--# of scars on my body: oh very many.. including two big ones on my face you cant really see.. heh.
--# of things in my past that I regret: oh regrets are useless, gotta keep movin forwards, yo!
-- Birth date: July 28, 1986
-- Birthplace: Recent studies show... probably Earth. Probably.
-- Current: Marriot Courtyard, Arlington, Texas
-- Eye Color: green luvly
-- Contacts/Glasses: both but i hate glasses and therefore never wear them. only contacts
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5'5 1/2"
-- Righty or Lefty: righty like all cool people : )
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo = fire = muahahaha
-- Your heritage: exactly one half british one half american. but i lean towards the british side
-- The shoes you wore today: sketchers, my 'surgically white' ones
--Your weakness: kneecaps. oh god. no kneecaps. and pecan pie. and computers.
-- Your fears: having my kneecaps fall off, dead bugs, dragonflies, butterflies, being abandoned
-- Your perfect pizza: ONE WITH NO MEAT ON IT. and preferrably pineapples
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: have enough money to do whatever the hell i want, keep my friends forever, give them lots of money too, go on awesome trips with my friends
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol, : )
-- Your thoughts first waking up: fuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk
-- Your best physical feature: i like my eyes but they dont work so well, hense the contacts
-- Your bedtime: when i wake up from dozing on my keyboard
-- Your best missed memory: i used to put down a few, but now i realise that even though i miss those memories, i'm making new ones that are just as fun and happy all the time, and i wouldnt want to give those up just to go back to the past
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi's just brown shit water. go coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: wendys in america, burger king in britain
-- Single or group dates: both are fun, depends who with
-- Adidas or Nike: sketchers, yo
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate or vanilla what? obviously it depends what it is.
-- Cappucino or coffee: ewwww coffee's nasty
-- Smoke: god thats even worse
-- Cuss: fuck yes.
-- Sing: i do and i enjoy it, but i'm not very good
-- Take a shower: NO! lol, that's just a silly question <-- stick with insane billy's answer here
-- Have a crush: a have this huge crush on life, but yea, i'm human, whos never had a crush?
-- Do you think you've been in love: s'pose so, but who's to judge?
-- Want to go to university?: well.. yes.. unless they can make me a dr on my highschool diploma
-- Like(d) high school: better than jr high by far. it's definitely been fun, and i'll miss it
-- Want to get married: in the future
-- Believe in yourself: not for a while there but i do now!!!
-- Get motion sickness: negative
-- Think you're attractive:::licks finger and touches himself:: ~ sizzle <-- omg thats hilarious. especially since where he touches himself wasnt specified... that's insane billy btw. i'm happy with myself.
-- Think you're a health freak: my mom is, and i guess because i know too freaking much about the human body and cuz i was raised by my mom, i might be considered a little more careful... but not overly
-- Get along with your parent(s): my mom: so/so, my dad: BWAHAHAHA
-- Like thunderstorms: HELLZ YEA!!
-- Play an instrument: Hell yeah, VIOLIN r0x0rz <-- just correcting billy
In the past month have you...
-- Drank alcohol: ew, no
-- Smoked: nooooo
-- Done a drug: ADDerall?
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: i'd say that counted
-- Gone to the mall: nope
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: they get too dry after about 7
-- Eaten sushi: SALMONELLA!!! E-COLI!!!!
-- Been on stage: um. was the orch concert in the last month? and.. does walking across it at an NHS meeting count?
-- Been dumped: yea, but not meanly
-- Gone skating: only because I had to
-- Made homemade cookies: thats my sisters job. i eat them. i have eaten homemade cookies in the past month
-- Gone skinny-dipping: when i was little
-- Dyed your hair: urgh.
-- Stolen anything: not in the past month.......
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: it required the removal of the clothing of the billy...
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes, i was there. and pablo was there (that makes it both a gender and ethnic mix)
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: never
-- Been caught "doing something" with someone? or by yourself?: not in the last month......
-- Been called a tease: *sigh..*
-- Shoplifted: not in the past month..... that was actually like.. back when i was 11
-- Changed who you were to fit in: haha! good luck getting me to do that.. i'm far too lazy
-- Age you hope to be married: whenever is right
-- Numbers and Names of Children: i like alyssia, anakara, sean and ian (and thats not just cuz im dating ian)
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: something completely unexpected
-- How do you want to die: "live forever or die trying" - Catch 22
-- Where you want to go to university?: University of Washington in St Louis or Tulsa
-- What do you want to be wehn you grow up: Cardiologist with a comp sci degree
-- What country would you most like to visit: go back to britain with all mon amis
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? whatever goes with ther person
-- Best hair color? whatever goes with the person!
-- Short or long hair: god damnit, whatever goes with the person!!!!
-- Height: someone taller than me
-- Best weight: not overly overweight, makes me think too much about heart attacks and embolisms
-- Articles of clothing: whatever goes with the person.................
-- Best first date location: somewhere where you go lots of places. like maybe ice skating and a frys and a movie and dinner or something and then a lan.. mmm yes. perfect.
-- Best first kiss location: wherever the mood is right
--# of drugs taken illegally: nada
--# of people I could trust with my life: 5 or so?
--# of CDs that I own: not too many i guess, tho i own loads of mp3s
--# of piercings: ears, 2
--# of tattoos: none, but some someday
--# of scars on my body: oh very many.. including two big ones on my face you cant really see.. heh.
--# of things in my past that I regret: oh regrets are useless, gotta keep movin forwards, yo!